Navi's first big tech job — on Amazon's Alexa org — ended with an impulsive resignation two months in.

Background

  • Went to Washington State University (not UW — he wasn't a strong high school student); grinded hard on DSA interview prep and a good GPA to land Amazon 13:12, 13:34
  • Was self-aware that people skills were his weakness: fine working alone through documentation, but "working with other people was very, very difficult" 13:34

What went wrong

  • The Alexa org was "not a well-oiled machine": lots of manual work, very stressful. A week before he joined, a teammate wrote in the team channel "This feels like a thankless job" 14:05, 14:29
  • Five or six new grads joined the same team within one to two weeks, more than doubling a team of ~4 experienced engineers — but deadlines meant nobody actually onboarded them 15:34, 15:55
  • Every experienced engineer was committing at 3:00 a.m. with 8–9 a.m. meetings the next morning — not manager-mandated, but implicit: "if you're one person who's not doing it at 3:00 a.m., you're going to be the first in line to maybe get kicked out" 16:14, 16:33
  • Host's context: Amazon at the time had a target of 6% unregretted attrition per year, pushing managers toward PIPs and cutthroat dynamics 16:56
  • Navi had to submit his resignation three times before it was accepted — he suspects because a voluntary quit counts as regretted attrition and looks bad 17:21

Reflection

  • He doesn't blame individuals or hold a grudge — "it was just a crappy situation" and a bad culture fit; in hindsight he thinks he could have survived it 14:52, 18:07
  • The quit was an impulse decision during a period of personal issues; the relief quickly turned into "okay, now what do I do?" 15:10